You are getting big
and restless as you dream,
and the three of us,
we do not fit in this bed
the way we used to. Outside,
the wind blows strong
through the cottonwoods,
their time tattered branches
churning the night into black
butter. I think of my father,
about how little time there is, about
the evening my brother and I
ate lobster and drank champagne
just moments before
we received the final call, and then
paid the fancy waiter with his credit card.
He would have loved this, our father.
A cosmic joke
and his two growing children
overlooking Santa Monica Bay
at sunset, celebrating the lives
he gave us, and the same wild sea
on which he taught us dirty shanties
and turned us into his willing crew.
There is so little time,
but between now and death,
says my friend, There is
so much nuance. And this
I suppose, is why
I lay awake tonight, between
your two sweaty bodies, the window
thrown wide open to the precious scent
of the coming rain.