A boy
in a tent
away from
home,
his mother
watches
the sky
for rain.
A boy
in a tent
away from
home,
his mother
watches
the sky
for rain.
You swing me,
swing me open
like a door you might be
fixin to walk through,
your pressed white sleeves
all loose
and fresh and smelling
of clean laundry
and guitar strumming
from a Sunday afternoon.
You swing me
like that big old branch
still dangling
from the cottonwood.
Just barely hanging on,
but dancing for certain,
along the thirsty water tips,
as we see it from the rock
that the river
placed for kissin.
You swing me
like this sunshine music
scorching down on
all the happy dancers
in their summer honey dresses
and their pearl snap button-downs,
scorching like that long look
you give me on the dusty
walk home just before
the sweet, wet rain.
If not this, then
what? Women around
the table, lost in words,
lost in drink, in stories
of the first time, of the last
time. And the clinking
of forks, the soft shudder of
candlelight, the spices,
the sweet, the abundance,
the never enough –
if not this,
then what?
The opening
of something new,
like a foreign flower,
we hold our breaths
to witness the shapes
and splashes of
petals unknown.
isn’t it something
when love and music ride in
on the same sweet hands.
The real answer lives
inside the beckoning of
the uncertainty.
You are getting big
and restless as you dream,
and the three of us,
we do not fit in this bed
the way we used to. Outside,
the wind blows strong
through the cottonwoods,
their time tattered branches
churning the night into black
butter. I think of my father,
about how little time there is, about
the evening my brother and I
ate lobster and drank champagne
just moments before
we received the final call, and then
paid the fancy waiter with his credit card.
He would have loved this, our father.
A cosmic joke
and his two growing children
overlooking Santa Monica Bay
at sunset, celebrating the lives
he gave us, and the same wild sea
on which he taught us dirty shanties
and turned us into his willing crew.
There is so little time,
but between now and death,
says my friend, There is
so much nuance. And this
I suppose, is why
I lay awake tonight, between
your two sweaty bodies, the window
thrown wide open to the precious scent
of the coming rain.